Alone by Choice

"Everyone always asks me why I'm still single, and it's funny

I prefer to not worry about anyone else but me

Aside from that though let me just keep it real

Ever since my last one it just makes it harder to feel

Most thought that I was left heartbroken

In reality it just left my eyes wide open

It let me truly see how cruel people can be

There's more to that though it's the loss of trust

It all disappears over one meaningless night of lust

Closing up that pathway to my heart was a must

I'm not scared to talk about these things it's a part of life

Going through this only helps for when I'm with my future wife

See this relationship stuff isn't what it used to be

It went from what can we do for each other

To what can you do for me

It went from "let's mature and grow together"

To "I think this new purse and these new heels look better"

It's deeper than "the last one did you dirty"

I just haven't really come across anyone that's worthy

I'm not talking about being worthy of being with me

It's just I haven't met someone that I think I'm not worthy for

You know the type, the ones that you think you can't have but you want more

I know what I'm saying is nothing new

Maybe when you read this you see that it applies to you too

You may think we see eye to eye, but you might fall for any rose pedal

That's the main difference between you and I, I'll never settle."