"Where are we going? What do we want? What are we doing?
These questions we often ask ourselves without really knowing
Often I sit in my room thinking, just my music and my thoughts
All for these answers I'm trying to find
I know I need to take care of business but these thoughts cloud my mind
It's difficult but I never show any emotion on my face
It's just me, my mind, and my own dark place
It's the search of self-worth
That's the only importance because in the end that's all you have on this earth
I could care less for any other person's opinion but my family's, no offense to them it's just my mind state
I alienate myself for a reason
But my acquaintances and friends see that as a form of treason
I would never double-cross someone, not even my so-called "enemies"
Even after they threw me under the bus
It's on their conscience not mine, they always had a friend in me
I'm a private person by choice & that's to protect those around me
So I would never dump my issues on them I know that they have their own
I came in this world alone, and that's how I often live
Even though I know I have so much to give
I prefer it this way, I don't want to be a dependent never have and never will
How will I grow if I always need to run to someone talk about my problems?
I'm the definition of "tough to crack"
It's just that trust in others is what I lack
That's what I wish everyone was able to understand
I'm doing me and I don't need a helping hand
Even less from those that pretend to be there
All you really see from me is what I want to share
I'm still a question mark even to myself
All I do is pray for the well-being of my family and good health
To me, that's the real meaning of wealth."
