"It's true that you learn from anything that happens
I learned the most from you
It's been a few months since the break up
Blessing in disguise, it allowed me to wake up
Crazy if you think we'll ever get to make up
The void you left, someone else will take up
It's been easy to get over everything can't you see?
Hard for me to care for someone who could care less about me
I learned that I only knew you from what you wanted to show
Got me thinking, this girl I've been with for 3 years, I hardly know
Never did I think that it would lead to this though
I know I wasn't perfect, but I never strayed
People tried to tempt me, but I always stayed
Why would I? In you I had my better half, or so I thought
It all felt so right, even when we fought
We went through so much, but it wasn't hard to leave
At first, I thought I could overcome this, I was being naive
What bothers me the most is that you hurt what is sacred to me
My fam, if you didn't notice, this just wasn't a relationship with me
They felt this more than I ever will
Even after these few months, they can't believe it still
I know that when stuff happens, couples stick together and work at it
But once the trust is gone, the truth you begin to track it
Like, "Is she lying right now too?"
That's just something I'm not willing to go through
That's just something I'm not willing to go through
I never want to know the details of that night
Whatever explanation there is would never make this right
I do want to thank you for helping shape who I am
I'm comfortable with it all, I can't escape who I am
You did give me a love I never felt before, my Godson
Forever grateful to be a part of his life as he grows
Hearing "Nino" when he calls to me brings a smile
Makes everything we've been through all worthwhile
You dont' deserve an explanation to be honest
How ironic, that's exactly it, you couldn't be honest
Take care, if you ever read this, it's only if I ever let you
Then you can soak it all in and understand, why I ever left you.
