Questions

"The pain that someone can cause puts you at a loss

It's unintentional but it hurts the same

Makes us cringe when we hear their name

We often wonder what we're doing wrong

Not good enough? Too good? Bankroll not long?

Blaming ourselves is the only thing we do

Constantly hearing it's their fault but you don't think it's true

Mind gets crowded with so many questions

Always making us feel less than

You think you know the person unlike others

Until they put down the facade & show their true colors

Then you lament letting them in

All the time spent seen as a waste

You wish you never let them even get a taste

It all works out in the end you always patch yourself up

It's not the first time it happens you know how to heal

Making it easier to control how you feel

I'd rather learn the hard way than not at all

It's better than having my back against the wall

The way I deal is by shutting down

Detach myself from everything & not come around

Everyone questions me, but that's how I deal

You'll never experience that with me if you just keep it real."