"I never wake up sad mad or angry
Just wake up feeling kinda empty
Seems like nothing ever satisfies me
I don't know what to make of it
Am I depressed and not know it?
Am I too scared to truly show it?
Suppress my feelings to not be judged
Would much rather put on the fake smile and never budge
No one will understand what I'm feelin' I barely do
Even with all the confusion I still manage to get through
I wouldn't call them any actual issues or problems
Just the lack of satisfaction with no real way to solve 'em
I can't really complain though I have everything I need
While some people are out there with no money and mouths to feed
Or even worse our troops fighting for our freedom needing the cash
Putting their lives on the line while thinking if the bill will pass
I can't fathom having to worry about all of this every day
I'd prefer the emptiness than to have to wonder where it is next that I will lay
I don't feel anything and I'm not sure if that will ever change
If it ever does I prefer it to be the feeling of pain
So if I'm ever happy it'll motivate me to maintain."
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